I am sitting here today completely frustrated. I am feeling annoyed right now because of the way our society works. The way life is. If there is one mess up in life it sometimes means total and complete destruction for others. So what does this mean? I don't know; I know that I am rambling right now out of the frustration that I have in me because of my circumstances. I'm not made at them. I know the life I have right now is being given from people who give me everything they have and I am so grateful for it. It's just....well it's just that I don't want this life. I want something so much more than this and I don't think that others understand. I feel like I am meant to do something big, and I pray to my God that I'm not the one that is delusional to the fact that I'm really not. I want to do something big. I wanna to be big. I don't want the normal life. I want so much more, then what right now has to offer and I'm going to go after it; no matter how hard it us I want to try and I know that God will be with me, always. Knowing that I have God with me is comforting and helps be go everyday, one foot in front of the other, doing what I need to do. And I couldn't do any of it without him because he is what I need.

Eureka!

There are times in life where everyone has a "eureka" moment. OK, well my moment wasn't ambitious or complex, rather, it was completely out of the blue and pretty darn good if you ask me (it also wasn't a eureka moment either, I guess I think it sounds spiffy). Excuse the old lady vocabulary but it amuses me. I really want to know the history of gnomes. Where did they come from, are they an actual mythical creature? Why are plastic gnomes so popular? What is so appealing about them? To me, gnomes are these completely vague and and so mysterious. What is their deal? Seriously.

Blog numero 1

This is not my first blog. In fact this is the same blog I had two years ago. The difference was that I finally decided that it really needed some refurbishing. It need to be updated; relative to who I am now because times are changing and I most definitely am as well.

I guess I will introduce myself in the most discrete way possible. Therefore I will list my likes and dislikes and some keys thing about myself. Name, location or anything of that nature is strictly forbade.

Likes: I am and will forever be obsessed with reading. My absolute favorite pastime. I try and read at least one book a day, or try and keep a steady pace of reading as to educate myself in favorite subject of all: literature. Among my favorites would be Jane Austen and Louise Rennision (they are absolutely hysterical).

Hello Kitty. I don't know why I have such an obsession with this cat but I find it fascinating that you can find this cat on everything and I would know. My current living situation looks as though Hello Kitty threw up on it.

Vintage: Vintage clothes, antiques. If it is old and has a history then that is right up my ally. I am currently in ownership of the most beautiful trunk from the 1800s. It's fierce, OK?

The City: I love the city, the culture, everything about it. There is something about the city, any city really that makes me want to sit back and take all of it in.

Well I really must go now. Homework is, unfortunately, calling my name even thought I keep trying to ignore it.